I was musing on something this morning when I noticed a deeply-buried state within me. This is the second time this has happened in the last few days. (1)
Last time it was anger. This time it was a hungering for security. For a while I was most focused on experiencing the hungering. But then I noticed something. I had mentioned the word “security.” That implied that I had some knowledge of it.
So I asked myself to experience security and report on it. And memories flooded in, going back to nestling with Mother as an infant. I knew what security is.
Not only that – not only that I had a memory of it – but also I created the experience of security in this moment. I saw myself do it.
One moment I was feeling as…