Being invited into more love. More goodness. More Self. It is all right there for us to embrace and embody. It is not some fairy tale that we live, in this moment, in abundant joy. We ARE it. Even when you feel less than it, you are in it. Always. So how can that be if we feel less than that feeling of joy?
We have all been through much as souls this life and others. We are coming to terms with all that we have experienced. For those that have chosen to partake in this grand ascension of humanity, we are being asked to balance the books, so to speak. What in the shadow part of our ledger are we needing to reconcile? To feel? To forgive ourselves for? To let go of? Can we let in the light and love side with reverence and awe? I feel a grand accounting happening for us all. It is not a “good” or “bad” reconciliation. That feels to elementary to me.
We are being asked by our Divine parents to grow up and grow open. Leave the chains of suffering behind and fully inhabit our true gifts. But to do that we need to take responsibility for what is real inside of us. To own that we are the ultimate creators of our experience. I have felt intense waves of thought patterns that translate into a lowered frequency. I have felt fear and self-judgment wanting to find some way into my being. Without having a conscious way of holding or releasing these energies, it can be so easy to project them onto something else outside of us and fuse to the din.
These energies are a part of a story. My story. The one that I am creating in this moment in multiple lives and dimensions. I feel the Metasoul aspects of me that need to be integrated into my open human heart. To be felt in their brokenness and weariness. To change the timelines with them and invite them into greener pastures. Into more light. This is the reconciliation. The maturation of our hearts and souls into a new dimension of responsivity to what is moving through us in real time. From this experience of our fractiled selves we pick up the pieces and bring them back into wholeness. We remember the gifts that we had long forgotten were ours from the beginning.
All of this is accessed consciously through our imaginations. We have it all in our inner Akashic records. The DNA of our souls experience. I feel like a little pod floating around my inner galaxy ready to give love to all the carbon that has been there as a way to experience this dimension. The crystal palaces within start to shine and glisten with new hope of a new human on a new Earth. The joy starts to come back. It starts to fill the empty spaces where there was once fear. A hum starts to reemerge inside my body and I feel higher and lighter again.
The soldier of another life lets go of his orders, his need to march on, and his compulsion to strategize and mentalize. He is looking forward to going home. To reunite with the love of his life in a paradisaical valley of evergreen and wildflowers. The gift of persistence and dedication remain, but in a flow of choice and stillness. An example of wounded masculine energy that finding his way out of the trenches and into the gentler and yet passionate lands of the sacred. He has reconciled himself to this new life and will only come out for the pursuit and loyalty of Love.
Okay, so I had no idea where this was going and it all feels so perfect to me. Writing from where my heart and soul is wanting to go. This is new for me. Not having a particular direction or certainty of what the heck I am writing about. I like that. Something arose for me and it is a beautiful example of what I experience in SoulFullHeart. It is a magical world that has all the makings of an epic movie directed by you for an audience of you. Oh…and you get to help heal the collective on top of that! Not bad for a day’s “work”. 🙂
This Saturday at 11:11am CST on Zoom there will be a virtual group call to digest all the influxes in ascension energies and how to be with that on an emotional body level through our parts work process: https://www.facebook.com/events/141617019749771
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
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