Courtesy of Blue Dragon Journal
Sundeelia: The Dark Before Dawn
Sometimes the chaos within matches the chaos without… in the world; and sometimes it is simply a symptom of something still unknown to your own consciousness.
This morning I woke up well before the breaking of dawn. In my heart I felt such a great sense of loss. It felt painful, as if I had been abandoned. In the blindness of the moment, I harangued against the circumstances that brought me to these shores…even while I realized that it was I who volunteered to come here. Emotions, I am learning, do not always make sense. Yet I came as a place-holder, an observer, and chose to place a small portion of my soul essence into a physical vehicle that still had a modicum of use – in other words, there was still some battery life to the body. This may seem an extreme detached point…
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