The intense energies that have arrived since the Venus Transit have had me in a spin the last few days. Although my life is busy, thankfully it’s without any dramas. There are certain things that I could worry about of course, but I prefer to wait and see what happens. I’ve learned over the years that worrying doesn’t help any situation, as it only brings more of the same negative energy into your life. I just send Light to these situations and trust that they will work themselves out as they are meant to.
Over the past week, I have had vivid dreams which have totally vacated my mind and memory by the time I wake up – causing temporary frustration – and since the blissful experience I wrote about in ‘A Quantum Experience’ a week ago, my meditations have been quite jumbled and confusing. Since Friday however, I have had a sense of excitement and anticipation I can’t quite explain. I’m finding sleep extremely elusive, whilst my mind churns everything that’s happened during the day over and over again. I try to meditate and clear my mind, but even that has not been very successful. Strangely enough, I don’t seem to suffer with exhaustion as much as I normally would. This could of course be due to the sense of nervous excitement I feel.
The intense energies of last Tuesday’s Venus transit must have a lot to do with the way I feel. The enormous wave of Love and Light that washed the planet must affect us all, and considering it normally takes about three days before I feel the change in energy, I expected to feel a change by Friday, although I never know exactly what to expect, or how the new energies will affect me. Of course I’ve opened my heart to this higher frequency, but I have a feeling that there is much more to it than I can intuit so far and it leaves me with butterflies of anticipation in my stomach. I catch myself daydreaming time and again, and I find it hard to focus. Several times now, the thought that I must ‘make room in my life’ has crossed my mind and when I’ve questioned myself as to what for, all I can come up with is change, and possibly my Twin Flame, but that is most probably wishful thinking. What I do know is that these changes will be big and will most probably throw an awful lot of lives into turmoil, and if ‘making room in my life’ is anything to go by, that’ll probably include my own life as well. I’m pretty adaptable, and I rarely waste any thoughts on going with the flow, as it’s become quite natural to just go with it over the years, but I don’t think I’ve ever felt as excited about change as I feel right now. The only thing I can think is that this anticipation must be an indication of very positive and happy changes!