This is quite a personal sharing, but as always, I can only share my own experiences, in the hope that they help others. It is difficult to try to explain what living in a 5th dimensional reality will be like, and the changes we‘re likely to face before we get there, but I feel that all who have been working towards this will find themselves in a similar position at one time or other.
Ascension is about a shift into a higher vibration – the vibration of the 5th dimension. It’s not only a leap in consciousness, but also an evolutionary leap. Up until now, a shift like this could only be made by leaving the physical body behind through the transition of death, but we are being given the opportunity to take this vibrational leap while still in our physical bodies.
Today in meditation, I went into my heart to find my inner Light and found a crystal - a clear crystal that exuded a blinding Light. It was facetted in a way that I knew was absolutely perfect to reflect the Light exactly where it is meant to shine it. I followed a large beam of my Light into Gaia, seeing it anchored in Her core.
Many lightworkers are old souls. Considering that they have been here many times, they represent more energy in this world than the younger souls. Because in reality, there is no past and no future, there is only NOW, all the lives we think of as ‘past lives’ are in fact happening in the NOW and all are parts of us that we will need to bring together into this life as a unified whole before we can ascend to the 5th dimension.
For the past week, I have been preparing for the activations of the 12-12-12. In meditation, I ask for all those who have offered to help me with these activations to come forward, and open myself fully to the activations of the high frequency Light energy. Already I have felt this energy making changes in my body, with palpitations, hot flushes and headaches for several days now, and I can feel my connection with the divine strengthening daily.
This morning’s meditation was the most powerful yet. I had become a pillar of Light, connected to the Creator’s Light and Gaia’s core, and my portals were 
opening. I was centred in my heart feeling my way to connecting with Gaia’s New Crystalline Grid. I was reaching out for the Web of Light that I intuitively know it to be and feeling absolutely ecstatic when I made contact with it and became one with the Grid for the first time. It looked like an enormous Web of pure Platinum Light. Two of its strands went right through me, crossing in my heart centre, anchored into Gaia by my column of Light. The Grid’s deep, resonant vibration was like the loud Dragon’s roar I had heard before, but much more powerful. The Light/Fire of it literally fused me with Gaia and Source with the purest Love and the most awesome Power. At the same time, there was an enormous download of Information which absolutely blew my mind. My consciousness expanded to become the Grid. I felt the vibrant POWER of LIFE and LOVE in Gaia’s magnificent mountains, Her lush green valleys, Her plains, Read the rest of this entry »
Today, I have had my eyes opened and been ‘enlightened’ by Spirit. I’m so grateful for this insight, and yet I could kick myself for not realizing it earlier. It just shows what an enormous hold the mind has over us, and how difficult it is to break this hold. During my meditation today, after using the Violet Flame to clear any vibration lower than the Love vibration, I asked how we will be able to communicate with those still in 3D, once we have moved into 5D. The answer I was given was that I have been doing it for years. This confused me, and I asked for an explanation. Spirit took me back to the end of 2002, and showed me what I achieved at that time. In my book The Mystery of Self, I described it like this: Read the rest of this entry »
So today, Spirit reminded me that I had already done the work I needed to do to achieve 5th dimensional consciousness – nine years ago! Can you imagine why I wanted to kick myself? So I asked why I had recently felt unable to go through the Portal into 5D. I was again shown the Portal, and this time I went through without any hesitation at all. I was shown another Portal and another, and walked straight through both times. Then I was shown the last meditation I wrote about in my book The Mystery of Self: Read the rest of this entry »
For the past few days I have woken up with a feeling of excitement and butterflies in my stomach. Considering the step-up in frequency we’ve experienced since the 21st of this month, and the activations I have personally experienced (see my last two posts), it’s not surprising I feel excited, but I wondered what this would mean for the Earth and humanity as a whole. I also had a feeling that whatever was happening would become clear very soon and would affect us all in a very big way. So I asked Spirit whilst meditating yesterday morning what we can expect to happen.
Spirit told me that we can expect three things to happen. Firstly there will be a collapse of the old 3D systems. This has been happening slowly and gradually already of course, and for those of us who are awake, this comes as no surprise. It will however become very clear to those who were holding on to the old energy that the old systems cannot be revived and will not continue. For those who are still asleep, this will be a wake-up call they can’t ignore. It is likely to cause a mass outpouring of negativity, which needs to come up in order to be released. Many will go inside and start to connect with their inner selves, as they will be searching for ways to carry on without these systems. They will be digging deep for their inner resources in order to cope, survive and feed themselves and their families. For them, a spiritual awakening will follow, as they will find many willing to help, which will forge closer bonds between humanity. Read the rest of this entry »
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I have seen many articles lately about negative things that are going on in 3D reality. I don’t care about the negative articles themselves, but about the fact that so many people – even lightworkers – are still focused on these things and thereby giving them their energy and empowering them. Not only are they giving their power away, but by posting these articles, they are in fact inadvertently spreading fear. Granted, there is a need for information, but when the information only shows the negative view and doesn’t offer an alternative, positive way to deal with it or use it to empower people, then all they do is spread fear, which is the very last thing needed at this stage of the ascension process.
Instead of getting irate and uptight about the negative things that are going on, we need to start using them as tools to help us raise our vibration. By realising that it is in fact the negative things that we encounter that are pushing us towards ascension, by their very negativity and the feelings they cause in us, we can see the bigger picture appear. If it wasn’t for the negative forces, would we have woken up to awareness? Would we have understood the need for change? Read more
Source: Reaching for the Soul
Last night I read an article that resonates so much that I feel I need to share it with everyone. As many of my latest articles have been about letting go, something that becomes more and more important as we approach the Major Rebirth of Ascension, this article points out how important it is for us to start letting go of linear time.
http://thegalacticportal.blogspot.co.uk/
We’ve all noticed how time has sped up, especially this year. There is far less time in a day now than there was a year ago, and according to Gregg Braden, we will reach ‘Zero Point’ – when all time lines converge and time stops altogether – on December 21st of this year. According to Gregg, the Earth will stop spinning in order to reverse Her spin, at which point the New Age starts. You can see a video in which he explains this here.
Most lightworkers know that time is nothing like we have been programmed to believe it is, in any other dimension apart from this one. Read more
Source: Reaching for the Soul
As most of you will know by now, Ascension will be a Major Rebirth. Although I have gone through quite a few rebirths over the years, some which caused quite a ‘leap’ in consciousness and vibrational frequency, none of them were in any way as major as the one we are working towards now. By the end of this year we will all have experienced it, and we will be very different people because of it. But what is it exactly that makes this such a Major Rebirth?
Obviously, I can again only speak from my own experience, but I think I may be able to help those who are not too sure what a rebirth is all about, to gain some insight. In my experience, every rebirth involves letting go of something. Usually, the more difficult it is to let whatever it is go, the bigger the progress made once you’ve come through the rebirth and out of the other end. Read more
In meditation today, I was asked to let go. Although I thought I had let go of just about everything I could let go of over the years, especially in this past year, I never once thought I might have to let go of this as well, and it came as a shock. Those who have read my life story in my book The Mystery of Self will know that my children were my reason for carrying on through the most traumatic part of my life. The deep love and responsibility I’ve felt for my children has been my driving force for many years. Although they are all grown up now and my two eldest daughters have their own children, that sense of responsibility has never left me and there are still times when they need me, be it to support, give advice, or to look after my grandchildren. My youngest is not quite out of her teens and still lives at home.
Today, when I asked Spirit how I could help them to be ready for the move into 5D – which I feel to be imminent – I was given to understand that I couldn’t do any more than I had already done. It was now time to let go of them and focus on my own ascension. As the mothers among you will know, this goes against all human motherly feelings and I had never expected Spirit to ask me to do this. Read the rest of this entry »
Today I received information from Spirit that has blown my mind, but which has also put many ‘pieces of the puzzle’ in place. My question had been whether I had ever had a life as a Druid, as I have had a close connection with the trees in many life times. In answer, Spirit took me back in time and showed me a life I lived many thousands of years ago.
I was one of the trusted Knowledge Keepers of Atlantis, and was one of those sent away before the cataclysm, to safeguard certain Higher Knowledge. We knew that the cataclysm was coming, and that Atlantis would be destroyed, but 
also that there would be a time when the Knowledge would be restored and a new Golden Age would be created. I and many others were given an etheric piece of the Platinum Crystal, which held Knowledge of the New Crystal Grid that would be created in the future, and which we carried in our etheric bodies. We were then told to take this to a secret location on Gaia and create a sacred place where this Knowledge would be safe, until the time when we would return to recover and use this Knowledge to create the New Crystalline Grid of the future.
With deep sadness I left Atlantis, my home, for the last time. Following my inner guidance and the guidance of the crystal, I travelled to a place of rugged beauty, which was later called the Emerald Isle. Read the rest of this entry »
For weeks now, I’ve felt as if not all of me is here – as if my consciousness isn’t completely with my body. It’s as if a part of me is…..well, somewhere else, in a place where I feel so completely happy, that I don’t want to come back from there. I feel a deep inner peace and serenity that almost makes me feel guilty – almost – when I know so many people are going through serious upsets and upheavals that are turning their lives upside down. I do feel for them and I’m so grateful that my spiritual journey started years ago, which has allowed me to be who and where I am today.
It is difficult to try to describe what exactly it is that I am feeling, as getting to here has been such a subtle and gradual process, that it seems to have almost crept up on me. I have been trying to figure out when it actually started, but so many things that have happened over the years are coming together now, that trying to pinpoint the ‘pieces of the puzzle’, once you’ve managed to create a picture with them, isn’t as easy as it seems, because as we make progress, we integrate the new reality we experience into our lives. It becomes our Truth and a part of us, something we identify with. The bigger the picture we manage to put together, the more insights it gives us, which we also integrate as our Truth – we actually create our future with these Truths. Read the rest of this entry »
Today, in meditation, I was shown the time continuum, which I have been shown before, but I was given some eye-opening information that has provided a lot of food for thought. I was told that when we choose to take on a new life for reincarnation, in order to learn the lessons necessary for our personal progress, this new life is not necessarily chosen from a linear time line. In other words, our last life may have been lived in the middle Ages, in the Iron Age, or even in the future. It would seem that we have always been time travellers.
For those who can’t imagine what the time continuum might look like, if you imagine yourself standing in the centre of a bubble, and that the bubble itself is ‘time’, you would be able to see an infinite amount of possibilities all around you. If you chose any one of those possibilities, you would find yourself in the centre
of another bubble of ‘time’, with another infinite amount of possibilities. You could imagine this as the Flower of Life in 3D – bubbles instead of circles. I know that all of this boggles the 3D programmed human mind, but it’s a good exercise to help you to open and expand your mind in order to be able to cope with the kind of new experiences we are likely to have in the near future. In 5D everything will be different and our vision of life will be far wider and more expansive than we could even begin to imagine now.
Considering that we have been told that there is no past or future but that there is only NOW, and that we are in fact living all our lives simultaneously, there would be no reason to live our ‘next’ life in any particular ‘time period’, as there is no reason why these lives would have to run consecutively, Read the rest of this entry »
Today Spirit taught me a whole new way to meditate, together with an exercise that I know will change the way I experience life forever. I now know that I’ve had to let everything go like I have the past few weeks, so that I would be open to a totally new awareness and experience of life.
In my meditation, I was first directed to connect my base chakra to the core of the Earth, which I did by visualising a long ‘root’. Next, I was told to use my breath to focus all my energy in my sacral chakra (my womb) until I could physically feel it there. This was quite easy to do and when I saw and felt it like a bright orange ball of pressure, I was told to move it up into my sacral plexus (above my belly button), which I experienced as a rich yellow-ochre colour (the colour of turmeric). Then up into my solar plexus (bright yellow) and from 
there into my heart chakra. When I moved the energy into my heart chakra, I could feel it spreading into my high heart area all by itself, and saw the colour change from bright green into a pure white light, which filled my chest. I was told to build the Light there and allow it to spread into my arms and hands, where I could feel it tingling in my palms. I was then told to keep building the Light to spread up into my higher chakras, and to open my crown chakra and my portal, to allow the Light of Source to flood in to fill the whole of my physical body and my etheric body, which I did.
Spirit told me that I could BE more than my physical body, by putting my inner sensors – my spiritual/psychic awareness – outside of my body, into my etheric/energy body. I was told to consciously breathe in Light all the time now and to move my awareness a little further out every day. I was told to BE ONE with ALL that my senses encounter and to love ALL as myself, as ALL is me, because ALL IS ONE. Read the rest of this entry »
The meditation I wrote about in my last post has had quite an effect on me. Exactly what this effect is, is not so easy to explain however. The changes I feel are extremely subtle and happening at a very deep level, and it’s probably only because I have been working on myself spiritually for so long, that I’m even aware that anything is happening at all.
About three days after doing the meditation, I found that there was no way I could carry on in the way I was. Not that there was anything wrong with what I was doing, I just had the strong feeling that it was time to ‘let go’. Over the years, I’ve been spiritually prompted to let go many times, and the reason for this has usually been that I had made progress spiritually, which would take time to integrate mentally and physically. For some reason it felt very different this time however, as it felt more like it was time to let go of literally everything. Whereas before it had been more of a spiritual change, this time it felt like an all-round change. I had a strong urge to let go of the way I was thinking and what I was doing from day to day. Read the rest of this entry »
A few days ago, in meditation, I was shown how my body, or rather Light body can become a ‘vessel’ of Light. When I say a ‘vessel’, I mean that it looked very much like a kind of space ship. I was shown my body, with what looked like a pole of Light, which came from above my head, went along my spine, connected to my high heart/heart chakra, and grounded into the Earth below my feet. I was shown how my chakras were spinning outwards and getting wider, with my solar plexus chakra as the widest part, creating a softly rounded shape around me. As it spun faster and faster, there were what I can only describe as a horizontal ‘plane’ of Light spreading out from my solar plexus all around me, and another spreading out vertically above and below me. When I asked whether this ‘vessel’ was my MerKaBa (which I had practiced creating for a short time a couple of months ago), I was told that it wasn’t, but that it was in fact my MerKaNa. This morning, during my meditation, I asked Spirit to confirm this information, and I was shown the same thing, and given to understand that it is very important. Read the rest of this entry »
I love to go out into nature and soak in the peace and beauty, as it makes my soul sing. I feel at home in nature and lately I’ve caught myself daydreaming about living in the woods, somewhere quiet, where I could commune with the trees and animals all the time, the kind of life I was shown as described in my post A Dream of the Forest.
Last weekend, I was hobbling around with sciatica due to a bad back. Because walking usually loosens things up, I took my dogs for a walk. Walking didn’t do any good this time however, and as I came by the tree that I commune with regularly, I stopped for a chat. Whenever I make a connection with this tree, I always have an instant feeling of relaxation and expansion. Read the rest of this entry »
For quite some time now, I’ve felt as if I’ve been held back spiritually and made to ‘tread water’ rather than ‘surfing the wave’. Today, I had a conversation with Gaia, which has given me a deeper understanding of the reason for this and made it much
easier to accept.
As I live very close to a node that’s on a Ley line that goes through
London, I asked Gaia for permission to bring down the Light of the fifth dimension in the form of Dragon Fire, in the hope that it will be able to counteract the dark during the Olympics. Read the rest of this entry »
For months now, we’ve been told that, as the energies of the Shift get stronger, we will be able to manifest what we want or need much faster and easier than before. So since we’ve had nothing but rain, wind and cold for what seems like forever here in the south of England, I decided a while ago to try to manifest dry weather whenever I had to go out, and without wanting to sound blasé about it, it really is quite easy to do. I mentally tell the sky that I have to go out in about half an hour, and that I would like it to be dry. Every time I think it might rain, I tell myself to stop thinking that way, and to trust that it will be dry. You may think that I’m imagining things, but I’ve been doing this for at least a month now, and it really does work.
Now as much as I’ve tried to live in joy, when ‘summer’ is as dismal as this, it’s not easy to find your joy, let alone live it. As it was starting to make me feel down, I had to think of a way to do something about it. So a few days ago I decided that if I can manifest dry weather for 45 minutes whilst walking my dogs twice a day, then I must be able to manifest summer for myself as well. As I don’t like to be cold, I mentally ask for the temperature to rise and for the sun to come out. I just trust that it will be dry, warm and sunny. I have to admit that it isn’t always sunny (although it often is, even if only for five or ten minutes), but I’m quite comfortable in a summer dress, and it’s always dry. Read the rest of this entry »
Lately, I have seen many articles about the arrests that are supposed to be taking place and how some are trying to physically bring about change. Please note that I said that I’ve seen, not read these articles. Let me explain why I don’t read them. At first glance, they seem to be a brilliant sign of change – until you realise that they promote the old 3D way of thinking and try to draw us (back) into it. In 3D, when something needs to change, it has to happen physically – outside of us. Of course we want to see change, but these changes no longer have to be brought about in a physical way. The more we read these kinds of articles, the more we keep ourselves confined to this way of thinking, and the more energy we give to it, the more we empower it. The more we empower it, the more we give away our power and lower not only our own vibration, but also the vibration of the ONE Being that is humanity. Read the rest of this entry »
In the Beginning – and the End – there is ALL: the Light of Love and Power. Eternity just is. Suddenly, a part of the Light decides to shift into a different state of consciousness. For this part, there is a sense of separation into many particles, and they begin to dream. Through their shift of consciousness, they have created Time – the stretching out of a blip in Eternity. The shock of their separation causes many changes. With their consciousness shift, there is a sudden slowing down of their vibration, and therefore a change in their perception. They can no longer see the Light of Love, and they find themselves in an unknown place, an unknown Universe. They are no longer ALL, and the realisation that they are separate, small and somehow very different frightens them. They experience a terrible sense of loss. Why did they leave ALL? Were they to blame for what happened? They fear they may never be able to return to the Light. Never before have they experienced feelings of Fear and Guilt. In their confusion, they don’t realise that the Light is aware that they are dreaming, and there is no need for fear or guilt, as they are held in infinite Love.
They live the dream they have created, always searching for the Love they once knew, unaware that they are dreaming. They don’t realise that all they need to do to return to ALL they so desperately long for, is to wake from the dream………….
This is what I wrote as the prologue to my book The Mystery of Self , although I had no idea at the time that it was the Shift in consciousness that I was writing about, but this is what it is really all about – waking from the dream. Read the rest of this entry »
I decided I needed to investigate whether I had missed something important. If I had found my Dragon Fire, as the tree had said, why had I not been aware of it? So I read through the part that describes how I came to open the gate in my book The Mystery of Self (Chapter 9 – Using Power, to Chapter 11 – Magick), and also my poem ‘Dragon Fire!’. (see right)
First of all, whilst sitting on top of the hill one day, I saw the Web of Life in all its splendour. I was awed by its beauty and amazed at how literally everything was connected by thin strands of Light. It made me realise that everything I do affects everything else. So I decided to connect with the Love of Spirit and send massive amounts of Love through the Web every day from then on, because I wanted to heal and change people’s attitudes. Secondly, a while later, I was spiritually taken to a place where there was an elemental Earth spirit, which I was told had to be placed at the top of the hill, as a guardian. This I managed to do with the help and support of my friends, by going to this place in meditation, where we witnessed Mother Earth give birth to the elemental. I then took it into my body and physically brought it to the place up on the hill, where it was needed, and grounded it into the Earth.
Three months after grounding the elemental Earth spirit, I was made aware that there was a ‘gate’ on the hill. Read the rest of this entry »
In the past few weeks, I have come across a couple of meditations that have gone viral, in an effort for them to become global. The people who wrote these articles and meditations are obviously lightworkers with the best intentions. However, they tell us that these meditations must be done a certain way, and not to change what you visualise, as it will not have the desired effect otherwise. Well, the focus is brilliant, the article is well written, and as I said, the intent is good. But why does it have to be done their way? Are they not aware that the only thing that is necessary for any meditation to have the desired effect, is for people to have the same focus and intent?
Something I have taught for many years is that the spiritual path is a path to freedom – spiritual, mental and physical freedom. Because it is a path to freedom, it makes little sense to set rules on this path and I have always helped and encouraged people to find their own way in to their spirituality. My way works for me, but it doesn’t necessarily work for others. How can we find freedom when we start by restricting ourselves with rules? Aren’t we trying to free ourselves from the many rules which have tied us down all of our lives? Why should we have more rules? We’ve not even managed to stop one system from controlling us. Do we really want to go from one system of control into another? When like me, you have worked for many years to free yourself from the rules that others had set for you all of your life, the last thing you need is for someone else to try to tie you down with their rules. I’m quite capable of setting my own rules – IF I feel I need them.
According to the articles, the meditation ‘won’t work’ if people visualise something else, or do it differently, and then the desired effect won’t be achieved. In my experience however, all that is needed for a meditation to work is FOCUS and INTENT. Their way may work for them, and no doubt for quite a few others, but it won’t work for everyone – including me. As they reckon that they need 144000 people to take part to achieve the desired effect, we are dealing with thousands of different people here – and therefore many, many different ways of meditating, as everyone meditates in the way that works for them. The last thing I expected to see among lightworkers is an attempt at control, and I wonder whether they feel they can force a kind of Unity consciousness this way. I would say that these thousands of people can meditate in their own way, visualise what feels right for them, and bring their Light and support to the joint focus in whichever way feels right to them. Is the Light they bring any different from the Light that the organisers bring themselves? I don’t think so – the Light is the Light and is the same for ALL. We are ONE Being, but different cells of this ONE Being, as WE were created to be!
What I see happening here, is people using 3D concepts and an attempt at control to organise something that should be at least fourth and preferably even fifth dimensional. To bring ALL together for a unified focus, we MUST ALLOW everyone to be who they are and ACCEPT them exactly as they are! Therefore there cannot be strict rules – or even any rules – as to how something ‘should’ be done! ‘Should’ belongs back in 3D and is now in the past for those of us who have, or want to move into 4D and 5D. I refuse to go back there just because someone claims that their meditation ‘should’ be done their way. I’d rather do my own meditation, because I know I can do better without their rules. I’m happy with the focus and with joining any global meditation, but I’ll visualise what I feel is right and meditate in my own way. This won’t stop the desired effect being achieved at all. In my opinion, if everyone felt free to do it their own way, I think we would achieve the desired effect far quicker. Unity consciousness will never be achieved through control, only through accepting and allowing people to be who they truly are. Humanity is like a rainbow of many different colours and must be accepted as such for the richness of colours to shine!
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This morning, I woke from a very vivid dream, in which I had met and joined with my Twin Flame. I won’t go into too much detail about it, as things got raunchy to say the least.(blush) What I will tell you is that our joining went way past what we as humans consider making love. We literally became ONE Being and the ecstasy was way out of this world! I don’t remember waking up feeling this blissful ever! 
I wasn’t able to meditate this morning, because my mind kept going back to my dream, and in the end I gave up trying. In fact I didn’t get much done today at all, apart from answering some comments and walking my dogs. Later this afternoon I joined in a global meditation to bring in more Light, connecting with ALL. Once I had joined the Consciousness field, and started bringing in Light, three of the Elohim appeared to me. They told me that Dragon Fire could also be used for this purpose, to bring in huge amounts of Light and speed up the process of the Shift. I thanked Them and asked if They would join with us and help as well, which They were happy to do. Their joining filled me with such Joy and Bliss that I nearly lost myself in it. I held on to just enough of myself to follow their advice and open a portal to the 5th dimension. The Light rushed in with a roar and swept me up like an enormous wave of Love that left me feeling totally ecstatic. After a while, I felt as if there were many parts of me. One part was holding open the portal and joined with the Elohim and all the other lightworkers doing the meditation – I could feel the wonderful, loving presence of every one of them. Another part of me was aware of this, yet went to embrace all my friends with the euphoria and Love I was filled with, which I just had to share with them. Yet another part of me was giving Love and Healing to all my family and loved ones, by giving them a big hug, whilst allowing the enormous amounts of Light from the portal to stream from my heart chakra into their bodies. I was in many places at once, sharing the infinite amount of Love and Light that I was filled with, with everybody I know. It felt perfectly natural to do this and I cannot describe the total euphoria I felt whilst doing it. At one point, I somehow brought all parts of me together again with a single thought, and was fully back with the Elohim and the lightworkers in the meditation, which was coming to a close. I sent my deep gratitude to ALL for this amazing quantum experience. Read the rest of this entry »
I have always been the kind of person who likes her own company. It’s not that I don’t enjoy the company of others, but I’ve always needed a certain amount of time to myself, to allow my thoughts to flow freely, something I can’t do when I’m with other people, mainly because most other people I’ve known during my life have not been into spirituality. The more I learned about myself by going inside, the more I felt removed from what society would call ‘the norm’. I’m sure many other lightworkers will have experienced the same. There have been times when I have felt so far removed from what’s generally accepted as ‘normality’, that I’ve felt like an alien. Isn’t it ironic that many of us now find that we are in fact exactly that – aliens – in the way that we’re not from here. Many of us are Starseeds, who have come from the stars, from many other worlds, and have taken on a life in 3D to help the Earth and humanity through the Shift.
For the past few years, I have tried to connect with others of a similar vibration, people who I could spend time with, because we all need other people in our lives who are on the same page, people we have something in common with. What I really wanted was to find a group of people, as the combined energies of a group, working towards the same goal are multiplied many times and are therefore able to do very powerful work with the Light. Although I join in with global meditations, which are wonderful and amazingly powerful, it’s not the same as spending time with other kindred souls that you actually know. So far however, I haven’t yet found this group of people and I’ve wondered whether perhaps there aren’t any people like that to connect with in my area, or whether I’m just meant to be working alone.
Spending time alone has been good for my personal progress however, as I’ve managed to overcome many more inner barriers, but that little voice inside keeps telling me that I’m capable of so much more than I’m doing now. Even though I can speak with others of a similar vibration online, it’s not the same as working with a group. There are a few people in my life who I can talk to about my spiritual journey and my feelings about what’s happening during the Shift, but they don’t really understand where I’m at, and tend to look to me for answers instead. I am always glad to be able to help others, but I can’t help feeling a kind of isolation which can weigh me down sometimes. The only things that stop me feeling isolated is my connection with ALL, and being able to communicate with my friends here on wordpress. However, I have no doubt that this is what I’m meant to go through and that I’m meant to be here, as all is as it should be.
Then yesterday, I read some wonderful news that made me feel a lot better. I read this in a channeled message from Archangel Michael : “If one of you is still isolated, we assure you it will not remain so. In fact, if you are reading this, consider yourself within the reach of our voice. You are needed where you are now to keep the new energy grid intact. Soon you will be able to move freely. We ask your patience a little longer.”
To me, this explained why I have felt as if I’ve been held back, as I have had two crystals embedded in my etheric body, a purple one in my third eye chakra, and a clear quartz crystal in my high heart centre. (See: The New Crystalline Grid and Kundalini and a Crystalline Body of Light ) When I was given the clear quartz crystal, I was told that Gaia had given me codes from the old energy Grid, which had been carved in large stones taken from her body. (See: Dreams about Codes ) These codes were known to my soul and registered in my high heart centre, and have been imprinted into the crystals in my etheric body. I was told that the large portal of Light that I am able to sustain, together with the crystals in my etheric body would become part of the New Crystalline Grid.
So it seems that I won’t feel isolated for too much longer now and I look forward to meeting up and connecting with others and to being able to take a more active part in helping Gaia, humanity and all of life on Earth through the Shift. I have no doubt at all that Spirit will guide me in the right direction.
Something strange happened today, that started me thinking. A friend of mine had come over to see me. However, as the rain had stopped and my dogs were crossing their paws, I was just on my way out to take them for their midday walk. My friend decided to come with me, so we took them up the hill and into the nature reserve, which is less than a minute’s walk from my home. We threw the ball for the dogs and enjoyed the sunshine and the birdsong, whilst admiring all the new green leaves on the trees. Read the rest of this entry »
As children, we trust our parents implicitly. We have no doubts about whether they’ll look after us, keep us safe, feed us etc. We never worry about the future because we have no concept of what it means or what it may contain. So what’s different now? Ok, we’re adults now, and we have been taught that we need to be independent, because our human parents can’t be expected to look after us all of our lives. However, we are far more than merely human beings. We all have a ‘spark of life’ that animates us, a spark of the Divine, the Light of Love that is our Creator, a loving Father/Mother God/Goddess, in many ways represented by the Sun. We live on a beautiful planet that sustains us in every way possible – Mother Earth. So we still have spiritual parents who love us deeply, want the best for us and do everything they can to keep us safe and make sure that all our needs are met. All we need to do to be reassured of their Love and support is to connect with them. Read the rest of this entry »
Sandra Walter
Tiara Kumara
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