The End of I-soul-ation
I have always been the kind of person who likes her own company. It’s not that I don’t enjoy the company of others, but I’ve always needed a certain amount of time to myself, to allow my thoughts to flow freely, something I can’t do when I’m with other people, mainly because most other people I’ve known during my life have not been into spirituality. The more I learned about myself by going inside, the more I felt removed from what society would call ‘the norm’. I’m sure many other lightworkers will have experienced the same. There have been times when I have felt so far removed from what’s generally accepted as ‘normality’, that I’ve felt like an alien. Isn’t it ironic that many of us now find that we are in fact exactly that – aliens – in the way that we’re not from here. Many of us are Starseeds, who have come from the stars, from many other worlds, and have taken on a life in 3D to help the Earth and humanity through the Shift.
For the past few years, I have tried to connect with others of a similar vibration, people who I could spend time with, because we all need other people in our lives who are on the same page, people we have something in common with. What I really wanted was to find a group of people, as the combined energies of a group, working towards the same goal are multiplied many times and are therefore able to do very powerful work with the Light. Although I join in with global meditations, which are wonderful and amazingly powerful, it’s not the same as spending time with other kindred souls that you actually know. So far however, I haven’t yet found this group of people and I’ve wondered whether perhaps there aren’t any people like that to connect with in my area, or whether I’m just meant to be working alone.
Spending time alone has been good for my personal progress however, as I’ve managed to overcome many more inner barriers, but that little voice inside keeps telling me that I’m capable of so much more than I’m doing now. Even though I can speak with others of a similar vibration online, it’s not the same as working with a group. There are a few people in my life who I can talk to about my spiritual journey and my feelings about what’s happening during the Shift, but they don’t really understand where I’m at, and tend to look to me for answers instead. I am always glad to be able to help others, but I can’t help feeling a kind of isolation which can weigh me down sometimes. The only things that stop me feeling isolated is my connection with ALL, and being able to communicate with my friends here on wordpress. However, I have no doubt that this is what I’m meant to go through and that I’m meant to be here, as all is as it should be.
Then yesterday, I read some wonderful news that made me feel a lot better. I read this in a channeled message from Archangel Michael : “If one of you is still isolated, we assure you it will not remain so. In fact, if you are reading this, consider yourself within the reach of our voice. You are needed where you are now to keep the new energy grid intact. Soon you will be able to move freely. We ask your patience a little longer.”
To me, this explained why I have felt as if I’ve been held back, as I have had two crystals embedded in my etheric body, a purple one in my third eye chakra, and a clear quartz crystal in my high heart centre. (See: The New Crystalline Grid and Kundalini and a Crystalline Body of Light ) When I was given the clear quartz crystal, I was told that Gaia had given me codes from the old energy Grid, which had been carved in large stones taken from her body. (See: Dreams about Codes ) These codes were known to my soul and registered in my high heart centre, and have been imprinted into the crystals in my etheric body. I was told that the large portal of Light that I am able to sustain, together with the crystals in my etheric body would become part of the New Crystalline Grid.
So it seems that I won’t feel isolated for too much longer now and I look forward to meeting up and connecting with others and to being able to take a more active part in helping Gaia, humanity and all of life on Earth through the Shift. I have no doubt at all that Spirit will guide me in the right direction.